the blue feet blog

  3/11/2023 10:58 PM (in a storm of needles) faced with a storm of calamities, he stops. for running would only hurt more. he watches as each one whizzes by some grazing some evading and some going all the way through his heart. he wanders. for standing still will get him nowhere. but with no direction or aim, the pushing gets harder. but he pushes regardless. the storm of needles became his home as he found a friend in himself, comfort in the pain, fun in the pushing. ... why? the questions ride the needles as they sink into his head what's his purpose? where's the reason? what's this constant sense of dread? he finds himself in people when people aren't so close but in his spinning storm of needles you'll never find the eye

    8/10/2023 - 11:43 PM wish // forever i wish now would last forever i wish forever would come faster i wished we would last forever i wish forever lasted longer i wish you could wait forever i wish forever yon didn't have to i wish i could see forever i wish forever didn't blind me i wish i'll be yours forever i wish forever treats us kindly Like I said before, i'm quite fond of this poem, so fond that I would like to dig deeper into why i like it, and what it means.    i wish now would last forever i wish forever would come faster Line 1: "now" the moment of writing the poem, it was a moment where i realized i was genuinely enjoying the grind and pushing in different directions. i noticed that i was doing all the things i was falling deeper in love with, and falling in love with all the things i was spending time doing. Line 2: forever is the time we're to be together, the time where i'll be stable and things will be slower, it's a time of peac...